I thought, what's wrong with feeling that way if it makes me happy after all? (even for just a moment or just a few hours) At least, it paints smile on my face. The kind and lovable characters, especially the leading man, makes me think that there are still those kind of guys today. (well at least, in movies there are!)
Today, I watched "Crazy little thing called love" and "Dear John" (applaud me, I had time to watch movies, hooray!) and I can't stop feeling in loved with the characters of John and P'Shone. Both movies are sweet and romantic, so as both leading men are adorable and sweet, not just in terms of their physical attributes but also in their role. Why?
Who would say that there are still guys who make scrapbook for the girl that they love just like what P'shone did for Nam? Who would dare to say that there are guys who love girls regardless of their physical appearance just like what P'shone did to Nam? And most importantly, who among the guys today will be willing to wait for nine years for a girl to come back? Who among the guys today can love only one girl? without flirting with others? Well, P'shone is almost perfect. He is of course handsome (maybe a requirement set by the writer of the movie for it to sell), kind, what more? He is the dream guy. (I did not say my dream guy) Maybe the ideal for every girls.
Likewise, who would be able to write to the girl he loves even if he is in the middle of a war, even if he is a million miles away, even if there is no post mail, just like what John did for the girl he loves? Who would say that the last thing that he has in his mind when he was in danger was the girl he loves? Who would dare to promise that he would leave what he called as his life just for the girl that he love? Who could make a woman feel secure today despite the nuances, the dangers,the personal issues and many other things in our life? John did. His character did and in that way, he also made me feel that one day, that kind of guy will be right beside me, loving me. (Such a fairytale!)
There it is, I am having the episode of "my fairytale" again. Then again, I told myself, that's okay. You're just perceiving the future. (Yeah, I am! I am drawing fantasies!)
Yet, I am still aware that those things, those characters, those perfect personalities of guys will only exist in movies, in romantic dramas. Well what can I say? With my experiences, I can't trust any guy now, at least in movies I feel that I can. That's the sad part of it. I fell in loved with characters in movie because I feel that I can only be in movies. I mean, I can't feel or even say that one day, I can find someone worth it, like those characters, to love. Lucky me, I always encounter guys who will just leave me, or who will just feel that I am just a joke (hell!), or I am just the ideal, or who will just be confident that I will not leave them, tor who will just look for another girl rather than me because I am too busy pursuing my dreams.
If there'll be movies which will make me fall in love every time I see the - I am sure there will always be - I will not find it hard to smile and say that I am in loved. I am in loved with the movies.
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