Sunday, September 4, 2011

What's a Surprise for me?

During toxic days due to jam-packed paperworks, I always wish for something that will make me smile even for just a moment, a few hours, or a day. I'm not saying that I'm not happy. I am actually energetic and hyper over the previous days, because I don't want bad vibes during days when I need positive mind set. However, I want to smile because someone makes me to do so. What I mean is, I always wanted to be surprised.

Well, these things are some of the surprises that I wish or think of before; but it never happen of course.
  1. Someone giving me a CD with songs he thinks will make me feel happy or better and/or relax.
  2. If a friend or someone mind to send me breakfast during the days that he knows I'm still up around 3-4am in the morning. (quite ambitious!haha)
  3. Someone giving me a cup of coffee while I'm seriously working and raising my eyebrows because of the difficult works.
  4. Someone leaving me a letter, not a love letter, but a letter full of humorous jokes (well because not all jokes are humorous, haha) , in my things, without me knowing it.
  5. A person appearing in front of me just to ask me to eat dinner, because he knows I don't usually eat dinner. I always go home immediately after class or work, open my computer and write or read. I don't usually eat when I'm alone.
  6. Someone appearing in front of me just to say he wants to work with me because he knows I'm stressed.
  7. Someone who will me give a ticket - movie, wonderland - or whatever ticket to a place she or he knows will relax me - and say "Have fun, you're prettier when you are smiling."
So these are surprises for me ha? LOL! I don't really imagine grand and big surprises. I just want simple things that will make me smile.

Actually, my friend's notes to me (Mariz's notes saying God loves me, I should smile and other messages) surprised me always. Because she just leaves those notes in my bag, may laptop case, my notebook every time she notices I'm not okay.

You know the real message of surprises for me is that someone remembers you all the time and that someone loves you always. Although that's already implied in our life, it's just actions showing and expressing it matters. :)