I'd rather,.:))

Even in the middle of busy days and the hard works, love still knock on your heart and makes you think about the epic of your love story.

We went in Aplayang Munti, Cavite today to get some stories for our community newspaper in Newspaper Layouting and Copy Reading. It was around 10am when I started to enjoy our adventure. We interviewed a few people living along the coastal area.  I was taking a picture of an old woman fetching a pail of water and seriously staring at her while thinking what story can we get about the problem of Aplayang Munti in water supply. When I was about to go, I heard a loud music from the two guys who were sitting at the corner of the lane.

"I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else...

I'd rather have the one who owns my heart."

I'd rather,.:))

My heart jumped ( i was just thinking about him this morning). I so miss the song. I suddenly felt like it is bringing things and memories back for me.

I never had bad times with him but if time would permit I would want to, rather than spending good times with someone else. I never had this song for someone but I always think of it whenever I remember him when I was in my first year in college. Now that I am missing him again, (I am actually stopping myself since i don't want to be hurt again.) this song also came back and endeared my ears again. No, this does not mean anything (I thought!).

Here I am with my episode again. I wanted to tell myself that I am tired of thinking things about my love life. I just wanted to focus on my studies now. But my mind seems to have not feel tired of reminiscing. (Why not, If I am actually smiling every time I think of him) I can't help myself, thus, when we were on our way back to Manila, I told Claire my story and my worries. I said I can't stop thinking about who is with alternating current now (deep inside, I'm still wishing that that is me,.ASSUMING AGAIN!). 

Then Claire and I both asked ourselves, why do girls have the nature being assuming? Why do we have the instinct which eventually lead us to heartaches?

Heartaches, yes heartaches. I'm tired of that and I almost lose my confidence because of my different stories and experiences of break ups. And of all of that, I only have two which I value the most. The alternating current is one of that. I know now that even in our short time of spending time together, I will never be able to forget how he made me smile and feel loved before. 

Today, even though I know that things may not be good for me and the alternating current may not like and love me again, I still had this  smile every time I remember things. There is nothing wrong with it because I am not expecting anything. That is what important. Still, Id rather,.:))